i remember when we talked every day on the bus in the morning. we would watch the sun come up. we would listen to music together and share movies. then we would walk into the school and hang out there, too, all the time. it was so fun for the year that it lasted. you were so fun to be around. eating breakfast with our friends, hanging out in floral design, i would do anything for another day of that.
and then i confessed to you.
i told you everything, my anxiety, my life, my crush for you… and you didn’t have an answer, and i got mad and then i ignored you. it’s all my fault. i ruined everything between us. now we cant even approach eachother and it’s been more than a year. but whoever thinks i can get over that in just a year is dumb because you were such a big part of my life.
god, i love you. you’re such a beautiful and independent person, you think you go unnoticed, but you’re still in my heart, and in a way, i hope im still in yours.
i love you.
im so sorry.
damn i really wish i had the balls to send this…