It was really nice talking to you last night. In some ways, it was as if we never stopped and in others I was very guarded. Perhaps you and T can laugh about this email too.
While I lied and hurt you - and am responsible for a great deal of what caused our demise, and I think we have acknowledged we both played a part in that and I don’t think any further conversation is needed regarding that. You seemed to have moved on, went home, had another girlfriend for awhile and went back to living the life you had. Happy or not - you moved on.
I didn’t recover that fast. The point you made in Miami was heard and felt loud and clear for months. I am only now almost 3 years later beginning to move on. Beginning to think that I could love or be in a relationship with someone again. I only NOW started to move on from you - and in the blink of an eye, you somehow can come back in and threaten to destroy all that I have worked for until this point - and that scares me, for myself.