You are an amazing person. And I would hate to lose you. Really. Please, forgive yourself for your mistakes, realize that you are a valuable person and you mean a lot to so many people.
Remember please that the way you’re feeling right now, you won’t feel that way forever. This will pass. You have so much ahead of you - there are so many great things that you are going to do someday. And you’ll be so happy. Things seem so shitty right now because they are, but they won’t be forever. I promise.
Don’t cheat yourself out of the amazing life that you’re going to have someday. You can do this. Stay strong.
And I don’t know if you want these, but I think they would be much better equipped to give you the help you need:
- (877) 565-8860: transgender specific hotline
- 1-800-273-8255: general hotline
- http://www.7cups.com/: anonymous online listening
- http://www.yourlifeyourvoice.org/: another listening/hotline thing; they have many resources